Lorraine
Anderson Secondary School
4/2'10.
Turning 16 on 31st October'10

Wow,i realised that time has been passing me by really quickly. It was already the end of a school week, and SA1 starts next friday. This term,so far,the only thing that happened that was considered good is me getting 33/40 for Emath ct.It was not exactly good anw. It was supposed to be an "easy" test ,so as everybody had said.Well,whatever it is,the priority now ,of course, is SA1. I just hope that i would pass Chemistry and physics.

It is amazing to see how it rains in the late afternoon without fail everyday. At night,there are always lightning strikes.It terrifies me to see how the dark sky would turn orange each time a lightning strikes.

I seriously hope that Mr leow would misplace my Chemistry test paper.This would mean that i do not need to take the blow of disappointment if,by any chance, i fail.

Lightnings are scheming.First it send its powerful light rays down to earth,light rays that make people panic,a warning that it is going to rain. It then send its powerful sound waves ,a sound so magnificent,a sound that makes people wonder if the sky is finally breaking apart. Sometimes,when people find the weather nice and safe,lightning would strike without anyone knowing.Sometimes,these lightning strikes are fatal.It can threaten,destroy,and sometimes, cause painful deaths. So unpredictable.
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I love all the expression he makes. Every action of his brings a smile on my face. Thank u very much for making me feel contented everyday.

Someone said that blogging can help one relieve stress. So,here i am. Today,once again, was a depressing day.I don't know why,but i have been feeling down lately. Once again,although short, i want to thank my friends for making me laugh really hard.ILYG!! Differentiation test today. Shall not make any comments about it. I realised that i should not even have the least bit of confidence in my papers. I felt really tired today during chemistry afternoon lesson. My head had hurt. P was having the same problem as i have. Get well soon:)
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He was leaning against the wall when i walked past him. Soon afterwards, i was in my reverie. A mixture of sadness,blissfulness and anger. I looked at him from behind, and wondered when he would turn around and look at me,back.
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Someone told me that if you really love someone,as long as that someone is happy,you,too, would feel happy.But then again,what do I know about love?
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Suddenly,i miss Jolyn."How are you?How's life in Australia?" was what i have been wanting to ask. I am glad that she has a facebook acc. Haha!! Did a little bit of reminiscing today,and i realised that the memories i have of my primary school days are vague. I can only remember the fact that i have gotten 9/100 for my math test in pri 3,and some other little things. Pathetic. I guess my brain isn't 'big' enough .
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and btw,
I HAVE NO LIFE.
I guess that is what would happen when u are going to have a major exam this year.

Bye.

Yesterday,i watched a comedy movie.When the funny part came,i laughed. That was when i realised that i wasn't able laugh as hard as i used to.
I was feeling rather depressed today. Something happened in class. Maybe i was just paranoid. But then again... During recess, i went to find p&s to talk to them about my troubles. I cried.

It was not the homework or exams and tests that i am having.Its them. I am really glad to still have my friends. U GUYS ROCK MY LIFE! My day went on better after knowing that someone cares. Thanks to p,s and dahiyah:D

There are always something to look forward to in school,besides my friends. Him. Just by looking at him makes me feel energized. It was like a battery with unlimited amount of energy connected to a bulb, lighting the bulb up brightly . However,sometimes sad because u never know when the bulb might fuse and never light up again.
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Whatever it is,SA1 is happening in 2 weeks time.I have been procrastinating alot lately. CCA has stopped.I still have not gotten use to the thought of not needing to go for cca anymore. I cant believe myself for saying this :"I MISS MY FELLOW SQUAD MATES!!" Did i mention about the fact that i need to have my eyes checked?Quite a few weeks ago i had my health check,and the nurse said that my eyesight is not good.(which is totally unbelievable bcuz i am very sure that my eyesight is so very very good) I have been having headaches lately.I wonder if its because of my really unhealthy habit of sleeping really late and waking up really early. My best(or rather worst) record so far is sleeping at 5am and waking up an hour and a half later for school. Fyi,its 1.15am in the morning already. I am not planning to sleep ,but to do differentiation after this(since i have a ct on differentiation later). Ok then,gtg!! Morning!